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as far as i know, i do not have Toxoplasmosis – but, regarding handling stress [ internal & external] :: i seem to handle it much better than others (whether it was in the military, breaking a thick glass door w/ my hand unintentionally – that required many stitches when i was ~ 10, car accidents, house floods, natural disasters and so on)…i’ve tended to credit this strongly divergent trait of mine mostly to my intelligence, discipline, habits, forward thinking/looking perspective and INTJ personality type. there may be something/some credit that should be given to being Rh-…but, i really am smart, independent and enjoy learning and solving problems. many people seem to be caught up in the flow of most things w/out much control over where exactly it’s all/they’re all going or why. most do not ask the questions i ask, nor do they think about and consider the things i do. most don’t seem to have the need, nor do they have the ability to do otherwise. i talk about people being more programmable than i am. i see myself as rather unprogrammable. differences make a difference / are differences…it’s self-evident…whether anyone cares or wants to admit this or not. there’s so much more to learn/know/understand…people, including myself, rarely realize how little they truly know. might just as well sleep-walk through Life, than to not think deeply or question things, anything or everything imo.
I do not have toxoplasmosis, I am A negative. I have always been a forward thinker, always asking myself what are the ramifications if I do this or that. My IQ was tested at age 12 for entrance into a private school and my IQ was 147, not bad for a small town southern girl from South Carolina. I have always had a photographic memory, always scored high grades and never had to study in school, be it K1-12 or college. Not only do I have a 147 IQ but have a large amount of mechanical abilities. If something needed fixing and it was going to take 3 days for a repairman to get to the house I usually fixed it myself. I actually started my career as a Fire Inspector and got certified and then realized that to do my job properly I needed to know all of the codes. So I proceeded to get certification in all the different codes. After 3 years I was certified as a Chief Fire Code Analyst and all other codes as well, although I couldn’t get my certificate until I had at least 5 years on the job. After 8 years I became a Building Official and then a Director. I have always been considered the smartest in my family by siblings, parents, aunts, uncles etc. until I had a son, he started out at 3 years old taking everything apart and putting it back together. One day I came home from work and he (10 years old) came running out to the driveway to meet me, saying guess what I did today?? I was almost scared to ask, he had completely rewired our detached garage and workshop by himself !! I was OMG !! My Grandfather had a Grandfather clock that he bought the year I was born 1959. Shortly after he died in 1977 the clock just stopped working. My Grandfather had always said that every time you moved it, you had to make sure it was level or it wouldn’t run long. Well, we had the clock at our house and it did not run and it was level? One day I came home and my son ( 8 years old ) had fixed the clock ? I am like how ? he took it apart and said there was a piece missing so he make a piece for it out of a paperclip ? It has run perfectly ever since. In fact my Son is 40 years old now and has the clock at his house. My son went to college and got an electrical engineering degree, he worked as an engineer for about 4 years but became bored. He came to me and told me that he didn’t want to do engineering work anymore. I said well, you can do anything you want to, which was also the way he was raised. Don’t quit you can do it. Well at age 13 he bought his first car, it was a Buick Regal with the motor not running. He worked jobs around the neighborhood, saved his money and bought the parts and rebuild the engine by himself. By the time he was 15 and old enough to get his permit he had 3 vehicles all running. From the age of 13 he has worked and did hard work. He was hired at a trucking company as a clean up boy by age 14 there he learned how to breakdown those big tires and how to work on diesel engines. By the time he was 16 years old he was working for a Kenworth dealership as a clean up boy but he was actually doing mechanic work. If you have read all this, the reason I am telling you this is because my son is blood type O positive!! Now everyone in the family and all of our friends says he is the smartest person they know and people are always amazed by his abilities. By the time he was 17 years old was was lead mechanic for a local government garage, he worked on everything from police cars to fire trucks. For the last 10 years he has owned his own business ( and NO, we didn’t come from money, we have always worked for everything we have ) he started with a small amount of money that he has saved and is doing very well I might say. You always want your kids to do better than you did and go farther, well he has. He is not left handed but ambidextrous. I and his father are both right handed. I stated all this because I read so many post about all the similarities we Rh Negative people have including being smarter than the average bear. It could be that he is just an exceptional child, he is an only child, not by chose I had 2 other pregnancies but neither survived. Anyone have thoughts on this they would like to share? I’d love to hear them . 🙂
very impressive Jacquelyn. i like smart, good & creative people. i think the standard generalizations that blood type A’s are smart, O’s are the most earthy or most grounded and that Rh (D) negatives are often odd across the board / across the ABO spectrum makes the most sense overall to me & my experiences. i think anyone who has lot of ability/potential/good self-discipline & self-control/persistence/creativity/belief-in-one’s-self/a good valuing system, and is well nurtured/guided & cared for & cared about (and not ignored or intentionally harmed by adults and siblings) when young, has emotional maturity as well as great intellect & is insightful, and is also allowed to do the things and follow the interests that each (unique for all-time individual) likes & likes most, can most likely go about as far as anyone is able in just about anything…as long as others don’t too often get in the way. “only children” can go very far if much or most of what i just typed is there/made available/happens. between siblings there is usually competition and after the 2nd child is born, much of the environment is parsed & rationed in some sense based on the #, timing & such. i’m 56 now (i have 1 sibling: a younger brother by about 1 yr 18 days…he’s O+ / i’m O-). some of the things i sometimes mention to describe myself to those interested in me are: i have a very high testosterone level, i get bored very easily (boredom has often seemed to be my best friend and hence it’s also probably my biggest/most important motivational/motive force), i’m left-hand-biased ambidextrous, an INTJ who’s more interested in theory w/ words than it theory & proofs w/ Math, i’m incredibly eccentric (this is still increasing as i age), im good at solving real problems, i usually have no real-life–in-person friends…and more.. because, i really am overall :: too different. for instance: around the year 2000 my mom gave me the baby book she kept on my progress as her 1st born…from birth to ~ age 2. i started to talk at 6 months 10 days, my mom says i never crawled…i think i was walking by 7 months…was saying hi and chatting w/ people well before i was 1…had a very large vocabulary at 12-16 months (a couple hundred words or more) and by about age 2, i could repeat everything that was said to me. when i compared my early development, with other extremely precocious children, i came to the conclusion that my “potential” IQ was ~ 170-200+. my bother was born in the middle-latter part of this period, and so less attention was focused on me. we lived on the second floor of my father’s parents’ house. there were still other people who interacted w/ me. unfortunately, although they all knew i was very bright, without exception all my relatives seemed to want to keep me from becoming a Bill Sidis type of character w/ all his apparent problems being “normal”. thus, the lying and forcing me to use my right hand for many less practical activities began…and w/ that so too began my life-long search for the why of just about everything, along w/ loosing my core/center/true-self and getting it back again…and perhaps even just now reaching my early potential or more? we’ll see. i’ve read that forcing a lefty to use their right hand when very young (it was likely happening to me by age 2) can mess-up the young person’s brain, at a time when it’s really trying connect it’s synapses and organize itself in it’s naturally best fit way. this did cause me problems. spelling was my worst subject for years when i was young…along with reading being an issue + some dyslexia. no one around me wanted me to get hooked on books…they’d rather i learn to fish, hunt, trap, plant/grow gardens, play sports, do what i’m told and not think for myself and/or become too original/differentiated. oh well, the best laid plans…. none of this really matters much to me anymore…i just seek to live a satisfying life. <— that by itself is enough of a challenge for me. IQ tests and other standardized tests are only looking for certain things/knowledge/skills/abilities and such that for the most part the society one lives w/in can use. if one is too creative, insightful, far-ranging, unable to fit within the system for whatever reason/s [for me :: it's too painful/stressful/annoying/boring/self-immolating//+++ & and it has been this way for me for decades/or rather my whole life in sum…so, i work/live/exist on the outskirts/at a distance intentionally now]….for almost all the rest i'm an enigma…it's obvious i don't fit. some things and people, may never be understood. except for things like this post, once in a while now, i just keep to myself & do my own thing / live my life my way…while i'm still able. these systems/containers of sort, are maintained and designed for purposes and reasons many do not understand. they exclude as well as contain. along the way some counselors & teachers tried to help me, but they were largely unable because they did not understand my problems nor my extreme sensitivities & (at times) well hidden differences. they / those working w/in & building these systems can help those who are less able/less well-off/less well equipped than they are & up to & and sometimes past those of their own abilities & talents, but they are totally lost when they meet people like me. some seem to think precocity & all the sensitivities & all else that's wrapped-up in it just goes away w/ age. it generally doesn't do this, unless it is somehow destroyed/intentionally wrecked or left-to-rot-away. if anyone has a great talent in anything and has lived several decades, then they will likely understand the issue. otherwise, what does it matter? there'd be no point, nor development of language w/out the existence of others. likewise consciousness would likely be absent too. i know i think well, and it's a pleasure to be among thoughtful & caring people. – perpetual success & satisfaction to those & that which are good –
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Ken, thank you for your thoughts and details. My son was always a math wiz and always read a lot from the time he learned to read at about 4 years old. When he was 5 or 6 I would see him in the den reading “Time Life Books” on, construction, electricity, mechanics, plumbing any and everything. We had a whole set of them. When a teenager he didn’t date very much. He was more interested in finding out how things worked. He had 2 girlfriends before he got married. The girls would chase him, call him all the time, come by the house and wait until I made them leave. Around here he’s known as the guy that can fix anything. His daughter that is now 14 years old is the same way as far as mechanical aptitude goes but she has talents that he don’t, like painting, singing, plays piano by ear and she is very sociable on the other hand her brother who is 17 years old is much more reserved. Both kids are very intelligent and are in the top 2% of their class. Boredom is something that my son and I have always had but it was good for both of us as it made us do research. I do think you are right about the fact that he had more attention than most and was always free to expand/explore any and everything that interested him.
I’m sure I’ve been exposed to toxoplasmososis as I’ve always cleaned the cat litter boxes. I humbly say many people say wow your very intelligent. Or my I’ve never met anyone as smart as you what’s your IQ? My thought is I hardly can use a computer or cell phone.. So I feel retarded. ( I’m afraid of technology) so maybe what I’ve learned scared me and I avoided the unevitiable. I couldn’t find the blog on sixth sense. This is so important in why I know certain things. Part of my story is surviving abusive marraige. So important that I could read facial expressions, cadence, dictation, syntact, body movements…a slight drop in voice comment could mean life or danger for me. So the areas people claim I’m so smart is human behavior, identifying psychological issues that are predictable behaviors. Watching body language, studying my interests that many don’t study… So not sure if people think I’m smart because I study subjects maybe general people don’t find interesting… I feel scared tonight figured out something maybe I wasn’t suppose to… So I’m writing to keep anxiety at bay
Is it intelligence or an RH negative trait? If I feel like something is unjust, wrong, doesn’t add up or make sense…I can’t let go. I study research sometimes all night all week all month or for years to find the truth to my insight, or my intuition. Sometimes a dream, or something someone said. Then I’m off… Books articles complete investigation… And I’m usually right. I’ve put together and proven there are a group of physicians that are committing fraud, abusive, neglectful ect…I had suspicion, I’ve now researched taxonomy Pecos licence buisinesses… Lead insurance fraud… A cult like group… Now I’m scared… Co workers said how did you figure it out? Not sure… But I wish I didnt… What is that? Intelligence? Or intuition? Well now I can’t sleep… I know too much and wish I did not learn the truth. Am I alone or do RH negatives get themselves in trouble by learning too much? Just wondering
How many times have you watched a docu on a missing person and just knew he/she was dead or alive?
So funny you asked . There was a tv. Program years ago… Psychic I vestigations… Something like that… My daughter and I would watch..take a piece of paper..write answer…Then open paper at end of show…we were spot on…Another favorite was “Mystery diagnosis” we were always right and wondered why no one figured it out… Less than 5 minutes. I have video of well I guess ghosts. I had to move out of my home, so did my daughter… We changed after that, Now I say things and am getting in trouble. People interrogate..who told you that , how do you know that!!!tell me who you spoke to…never had it been like this…not sure , my daughter too! Think something bad is going to happen..I just do not know what..it’s not consistant… It’s when someone’s in danger. I’m scared now… One co worker said she knew everything before it happened. I said to her do not sign document, it’s fraud, trust me don’t … And it proved to be federal fraud…. I’m off I’m talking to much sorry. Our employer very bad… My co workers do not question me now.. They know I can pick a liar out of a crowd… Not sure why… It’s been last 5 yrs more obvious, no coincidences
intelligence & intuition + you’re a good person/care about goodness…most don’t seem to imo or not nearly as much as you and i do. smart people tend to be very sensitive and often care a lot about what’s good – bad. values matter…principles matter…character/integrity/and all that jazz matter a lot to those concerned w/ goodness. intuition fills in the unsaid/left-out gap between things. for me it’s often about probability, what most likely happened/occurred/is going on…is left unsaid/left-out/missing. my intelligence, feelings, experiences and all i know & have been through + allows me to come to conclusions and/or discover things that no one else (as far as i know) ever has before. it happens. i solve real problem. new things like the birth of people happen constantly…new ideas seem to be less common…i’ll blame that (limited new ideas and problem solving ability) on punishing those who are different, the current system’s programming, lack of well defined individualization/individuals, massive pushes for conformity/uniformity, psychopathy-those who love to control & dominate others w/out consent/by force/no choice, inability to see the big-picture and so on. fear replaces inquiry/questioning and good real problem solving & more. stagnation/weakening/boredom/the stultification of humanity results as the machining of the people continues. technology is one thing…human values & ideals are often times another…they are often in opposition now. i have certainly gotten into trouble by figuring out too much. you are right. trust yourself. you are in a minority if you are too good. be careful/wise. i’m aware of many who are intolerant of differences and they are often fearful & destructive of things alien or not in-synch enough w/ them. it’s not the way i want it, it’s the way it is…now.
Ken,
You guys are my support. When you write, I get you! ( sorry my 23 yr old daughter has confirmed my vocabulary)!!! I’m not dramatic, sometimes😁, but I was right, something is wrong, and now I’m scared. I took some onlinezenar card tests, NASA psi esp tests, anyone can download… I scored well high! My mother used to say ” Robin, your too smart for your own good” ZIP IT!!!! Well I didn’t zip it…had no clue what I really was saying. I was illegally terminated…of course had to pry education, alumni, taxonomy numbers,I almost requested DNA tests…. I uncovered something unsavory…now I’m being threatened to shut up. Fraud is the least of it…Should I take a stand? Why is truth and ethics so important to me? Why can’t for one minute I feel numb? I’m scared, my lawsuit could be my life or a million bucks, it’s not about money, it’s about people Drs. Scamming the system and killing people. My son is dead , I have tumors , there able to scam myhome my state and I can’t stop that fire inside to end corruption, as pertaining to me! I’ve been fighting for my life for three years now, I’m tired, I’m old, and no one gives a shit!!!!It’spersonal ideologies,ruling and there warped!!!! if your unconscious and go to hospital, you trust people have education! To save your life. How much do we pay in health care? What if they know nothing? My lawyer wants me to turn cheek, I read him Aristotle on civilization, need for positive and negative reinforcement…I’m not a victim!!!!!!!I’m a Victor and I’m losing because no one gives a c….! No one cares!!! I Do? Should I fight or flight? Mass is evil! My heart broken! It would be weak to run! This state has blood on its hands! Am I insane? No one cares about helpless people’s lives! Had anyone seen a memorial to thousands that have died from a lab created virus??!?? No!!!!! Not me ! I love good people ! Skin color is oblivious!!! God dammit!!!!every life every person matters…we are family
live & learn, try to improve things and seek to live a satisfying life. that in essence is my motto…the way i live. i make my own choices, as much as i am able. i choose my battles. you will choose yours. regarding people: it’s all relative or things varying depending on one’s p.o.v. … when one is a minority of one it’s tough. that’s how things are understood. that’s how new knowledge, new creations & new understanding work/come-into-being/come-into-existence. i’ve fought many battles, largely my own. i’ve sought-out and discovered many things on my own. i’ve had many new insights, conceptions & understandings of many things. i live my life my own way. that’s what each should ideally do. there’s much wrong w/ things & people. no thing nor person is perfect. one can get closer to one’s ideals if one seeks to do this. make the best of things. there’s so much untruth/so many lies all around. some have no problem w/ living the way-of-lies. i do. i don’t do it. still as i’ve said before, living a satisfying life is what i’m about now. i figured-out that the world’s monetary system is in essence a money-scam back in 2006. created an entire blog/webpage on an investment site that 100 or so followed. i tried to educate many about this and others things/true conspiracies (i cannot conspire w/ myself…it always takes 2 and such things are common/the way this world works unfortunately/it’s a fact). eventually it appeared to me i was death-threatened and the irs was put on me. live & learn. being intuitive you should be able to feel/assess/extrapolate what will/might happen to you if you persist in making waves that no one but those who may be doing wrong care about. i care about many things…none probably more than nice adult female feet/the soles (my hormone balancing mechanism/fact/which no one who doesn’t have my high t-count level seems to understand well at all), freedom, and satisfaction in living/living a satisfying life. if you’re doing things that make you scared/nervous/and more that’s unpleasant, you may want to do something else. in a sense, all the good people have their own cross to bear. i make my own choices for as many things as i am able. i do the best i can w/in my own sphere of life in this world. my life is & has been very challenging. i accept this, deal w/ it and make the best/the most of it. i really don’t spend any time complaining about it to anyone any more. if a woman is interested in me, and i like her [especially physically/her feet…though once again: the insanity/problems/issues (of people) rampant on Earth don’t want me to speak this way/this truth (or about any too specifically pointed/insightful truths) about my-self or anything else…that’s the way-it-is now & has been for many who were too different in the past] then perhaps we can become friends (i’m guided by human ideals, but i also seek to be realistic about things & myself). other than this: the desire to have a good compatible female w/ me in my life; i by choice, spend my time alone doing my own things myself. that’s the way it is for me now in general. things seem to be getting more screwed-up all around, so i expect more changes in things all around often…and so i am wary and so on and more. best wishes to the good people and to the good RhD negs certainly. i prefer honesty, many don’t.
Synchronicity and intuition seem to go hand in hand. Sometimes we pick up on energies from very far away. When we pick up on it, we act upon it, so while we are also able to impact events very far away, we may actually also act in participation of where other people’s energies are moving and sort of “know” of a major thing coming. Of course, there is so much more I have in the back of my mind about the subject looking back at events in my life and seeing them in such perspective.
Are you talking about how brainwaves sync during major events? My mother was precognitive. She knew things before events happened. My father owned a building and she told him it’s burning down. He ignored her, got phone call next morning. She knew my brother was going to die. I knew my son was going to die… He glowed like a candle the last time I saw him… Hard to explain…So many strange events happened. Even songs on the radio seemed to prepare me…I can’t listen to the “other side” by ruelle…or Breath by fleurie..it brings me right to the moment I found him. Ok he is in the house.. He comes to me when I call him… It’s on video..almost three years… Why is that happening? Everyone on tv a liar..no one can explain to me what’s on video..not even priests… I have been frantic! I want answers and can’t get them!!! Two days ago…daylight.. He ( not human form) comes… I can’t rationalize it so I ran away… Go into the woods were it’s quiet and life makes sense… I don’t want to know about these things… I want him to be in a paradise with baby animals and lots of colorful flowers… I’ve questioned everything I’ve ever been taught or read…This blog took courage but it’s true…I don’t want to be different like that…
I apologize for my inability to navigate. Mike , I was reading and remembered perhaps what I forgot… in N.C. Things were just so off, I thought I was hullicinating, not, I was not, that made it worse. In North Carolina I’ve blogged about some unusual events…I thought it was the church, now my question is TBTP tracking real? I have no doubt that during my hospitalization not only was I tested in hand eye , coordination aka ping pong for example that I beat a marathon person teacher Do look madddd, I q, tests, physical limits like severe athletic training, music art social…and in between tons of blood drawn…I passed… I aS scarred by remarks, your exceptional, empathic, your reflex is to save…it was the military. That was staffed….I was a specimen, I passed no worries…Wilmington North carolina….is it true were watched? Was so scared guy said your safe were watching you…I got paranlid, soon learned , not in my head, it was selection, I have a chip on my back, a superior warrior, not a subject for discussuion…was told your gifted, will be tested, but you will be ok… Just not normal conversation!!! Are military testing others? We all were RH negatives, I felt like prey not the Hunter get sure, I knew intrinsically I had to put do everyone on all tests to survive! I passed!